Today went by really fast..I'm not gonna complain, though because it's Monday! When I got home from work, I accidentally took almost a 3 hour nap..oops..My body must have really been tired. I usually try to listen to what my body is telling me..I know that sounds weird, but it will tell you what it needs!
Today my husband and I planned our first beach trip! Well actually, we are going with Judah's brother, wife and son, his sister and her husband, and his youngest brother. We are going to stay in a house on Navarre beach..which looks really pretty! Honestly, I don't care where we go..it's not here. and it's a beach. Good enough for me! We are going next month..which means I have to wear a swimsuit :o I'm not so much looking forward to that..but I'm gonna keep on the p90x and exercise and hopefully I will be comfortable in my skin..This has always been a constant struggle for me..even when I was eating only an apple a day and was extremely thin..I didn't see it. I had the daddy issues..my father never really told me I was pretty or beautiful, or any other compliment, really. I guess he is nervous to say things like that.
My mom constantly complimented me..which was great, but I just think every girl needs a daddy that can let them know that they are beautiful, and that they are loved no matter what. It was much harder for me to understand God..or why he loves..no matter what I look like..no matter what I do. He just loves me. I'm still trying to wrap my brain around that..I don't think any human being will ever really comprehend that..
In other news, I went to Target tonight to grocery shop, and my Target stalker was there! He always follows me around and it's really creepy. You would think that he would get it by now..
I'm off to sleepy now!
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