As long as I live, I swear I'll see this through.: But you buried me in the bright light..

It's been a few weeks! I got on blogspot today and was so excited that I had new blogs to read. I really get excited when I have new blog entries to read..
In other news..living in the trailer is really nice. Especially for the dogs. I wish I had pictures of their goofy selves..but they always know when I have the camera out. This week, I was cooking at the stove and heard something dragging across the floor..I turned around to see our smaller dog (she probably weighs about 30-35 pounds) dragging my huge lab by her collar across the floor..My lab weighs oh about 100 pounds..it was really funny..Vega was just laying on her back letting Moomoo drag her across the room. I love them. They are my babies!
I got Thrice's new album, Major/Minor. It is so good. I'm pretty sure they have moved up to my #1 (Sorry Album Leaf and U2, I still love you!) Wellll maybe they can have a tie with U2. I always identify so much with their lyrics (It's where my blog name came from..). It's like they know exactly what I'm going through and then they write songs about it. And play really good music too. You should check them out. Even if you don't like it..I promise you will appreciate the lyrics. Even their older CD, Beggars is awesome. I needed that CD right when it came out..I was going through such a hard time then and the songs on that album really helped me. Speaking of hard times..I feel like I'm in a whirlwind right now. Every aspect of my life feels uncertain. I won't go into any details..but everything that I thought were set into place..things that I had set in my future are changing. If you know me, you know that I don't do well with change. It takes me a long time to accept it. I get so comfortable where I'm at that change terrifies me. I almost feel like I get too lazy, or complacent at times to move on or change. And then it takes something crazy to happen that will FORCE me into changing, moving on, thinking in a different way..whatever the case is. But! God has a future and a plan for my life..and I have to only hope and have faith for that.
Enough sad talk..today is my sister in law, Stephanie's birthday!!!!!! Happy birthday, Steph!! I know I've said so many things about her on my blog before..but I just love that girl! And I really really miss her (and my little bro too..). I'm feeling an itch to take a trip soon..maybe to minnesota! I am so happy that Steph is doing what she was made to do. She is such an amazing person. Steph, I hope you are having a good birthday! And make Charlie take you out! And I'm sure you'll get like 11 more annoying texts from me at some point today! Here are some fun pics and memories to brighten your birthday! Sorry for all of the !'s. !!!!!!!