Without your love, I'm a dog without a bone..

Tomorra is my birfday!! I'm real excited. This past weekend all of my friends threw me a surprise party..it was so sweet and thank y'all so much again for throwing it for me! (I know the ones who threw it are reading this!) I had a great time..it's always nice to know that I have awesome friends who love me and appreciate me even though I'm a jerk sometimes! I really do have the best family and friends ever. Seriously.
Sunday was Mother's Day..and I was sad because my mother isn't even in the country! But I'm suuuuure she had the best mother's day ever because she is in Italy! But she knows I love and appreciate everything that she has done for me..she never gave up on me (even when I was the most selfish brat there ever was..) and she was always proud of me no matter what I decided I wanted to do. She always made sure that she told me that she was proud of me. And that means a lot to me. She gave me lots of spankings..made sure that we had everything that we wanted or needed..taught us about Jesus..had tea parties with us..helped us write papers and do projects for school..and passed down her love of animals to me! I could go on and on..Happy Mother's Day, mom! We will celebrate when you get home.

This morning I went to drop of my Vega at Charlie and Stephanie's house til Sunday because we will be out of town :(((( I miss her soooo much already! I won't miss her big butt taking up the whole bed tonight, but I miss her snuggling with me every chance she gets. We haven't even left yet and I am already ready to go pick her up!! :'''''''(

Tonight Judah took me to eat at Fleming's, since we will be on the road to Florida tomorrow night..I had never been there and the food was great..a little on the pricey side..but really good. We both got steaks and had some awesome mushrooms on the side and the best molten lava cake you could ever want! While we were waiting on our food, Judah got up to go to the bathroom..when he came back he had a little gift for me..I was so surprised..It was sapphire earrings! Big sapphire earrings! I couldn't say a word. Judah loves me very much..but he's not good with buying gifts..he doesn't care about getting gifts or material things..he kind of things its a waste of money and pointless..but he's starting to understand that that is how I receive love.. I think along with encouraging words..but more so gifts..I'm not spoiled or materialistic..to me it just means that he thought about what he wanted to get me..and he actually did something..he had to go see his jeweler, and spend a little (a lot) $ on me (which is a big thing to someone who won't let any light get in his wallet) He had to actually make it happen..he had to show some action..and I was a very very very very happy wife.
Tomorrow is my birthday!! And we are going to Navarre Beach!
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