Seriously. This weekend. Can you just be over?? Why is everything in my life right now so crazy?? Just when I feel like I can start to breathe again, everything falls apart. I promise I'm not depressed. I just wanna be whiny okay! geez! I feel like I just want to hibernate for an entire week and sleep all day and watch tv and read books and not work. ever. ever. ever. What's the point in working my butt off at 2 jobs and still making the same amount of money, which is just enough to get by? I'm hoping another door will open soon..which I'm sure it will. because God always comes through.
Last night I drove myself and my mom and my sister in law to the movies. Annnnd I lost my car key. After searching until almost midnight, we gave up and got another ride home. I had to leave my car overnight in another city 45 minutes away from my home. Today my mom and I searched the restaurant where we ate, the movie theater (with a flashlight!!) (btw, the floor under the seats at the movies is completely disgusting and I'm convinced they don't clean under there like ever), and everywhere in between, we decided to call pop a lock. So the guy came and I got some things that I needed out of my car, and racked my brain to decide where I could pull the money from to have another key made and have Acura program it to my car (apparently all of this crap costs like $500. Just to have a dumb key made!!). I was having an inner freak out moment. My mom took me home and we decided I would use her car to get to work tomorrow-well the second we pull into the driveway, the security guard from Perkins Rowe calls me and tells me they found my key at the restaurant! I mean..we had been back at the restaurant last night and today about 4 times and I know the manager was probably sick of seeing us. But thank God for my amazing Galbo girls who took care of the situation for me and picked up my car! I am so lucky to have people around me that know when I'm freaking out, and completely take the reins. I mean..after everything is said and done I always get upset at myself because I sort of go into this hopeless state when things happen and seriously my amazing friends and family just take care of me. I know I can be self absorbed a lot of the time..but really..I would do the same for any one of them! So to Ashleigh and Stacy and mom and Stephanie and Crystal and her sister and his husband, I love you all and thank you so much for helping me!
I'm right there with ya, as far as things falling apart every five seconds. I feel like I will never get ahead--in ANY aspect of my life. I'm not depressed either, but I am when I'm pms-ing. lol. Glad that whole debacle ended well! :)
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