I'm lost without you..

Wow guys, we suck at Ides of March blogging challenge.
I mean, I've pretty much been really busy working and watching Parks and Rec every other waking moment of the week. It's only been 5 days and I've watched 5 seasons so...
I can't help it! I get sucked in! So sue me! Geez. I mean, I can't help it if Leslie Knope is my spirit animal and I'm her and she's me..mostly. But really.
Other than that, I've pretty much been procrastinating/avoiding making big decisions for my life. No biggie.
(the episodes are only 20 minutes so stop judging me)

Given a chance, I'm gonna be somebody..

This weekend went by so fast..I'm hoping this week goes by just as quick. Fun weekends always go by too fast! Although, I'm always so busy that everything lately just feels like a blur. I think all of the baby showers are over, now bring on the weddings! This past weekend I spent Saturday and Sunday in Mississippi with the lifelong BFF. It's so bizarre to me to see her pregnant. But I'm very happy for her. I know she'll be a great mom. We had fun together..we got to have brunch on Sunday and just talk and catch up. It's funny how we go for so long without talking and when we see each other we just have too much to say and 2 days just isn't enough to get it all out. I'm hoping to visit shortly after the baby is born at some point in June.
This weekend is Easter! I am doing the Color Run Saturday morning, then we are having a family crawfish boil..Sunday is the big day and then food and more family. I know it hasn't been that long since Christmas, but for some reason it feels like forever since I've seen my fam! I keep forgetting that I'm supposed to make the potato casserole that we can't seem to go one holiday without having and then I do that thing where I remember I am kind of stressed out about something, and what was it? Oh yeah, potatoes, Don't forget to make the dang potatoes!! (<--wow.)
In other news, today I finished watching House of Cards. I liked it a lot! I mean, there are some crazy things that happen..but it just sucks you in. It feels like in BB, how the writers (or producers, or directors, or whoever "they" are) make you like Walt, even though he is a "bad guy." It's the same for HOC, it's like, you don't want to see him fail after everything you've been through together, (I mean, sometimes I feel like I go through all of the stuff with the characters, so what, who cares??) but at the same time, you know he just has to be punished at some point! But..yeah. That's done. And I think the next season isn't coming for like 2 years. So that's great. But! Mad Men started last night..so I have something to watch. Even though I have to wait til next week, and can't binge watch..it's still something okay! I think tomorrow or the next day I must start Parks and Rec from the beginning. I did start out watching it when it first came on, but I lost interest, or just stopped watching for some reason. I need a funny show after HOC.
But yeah, life, right?
Sorry. I'm sleepy.

Wonder if I..gave an oreo.

Oh lawd. I fell offa the bandwagon again. And I said I liked every other day! Well, I guess not too much has happened that I felt like blogging about! I went to a friend's baby shower this weekend. It was really fun. I've known Lacey for a long time. It's so funny to see her act so differently now that she's pregnant..different in a good way! This weekend brings another baby shower..this one is in Mississippi and I can't wait to go and stay there this wknd. I mean it's only one night away..but I haven't had one night away in forever. It almost seems like a vacation! Other than that..I just been workin like a crazy person and that's about it. I have lots of crazy patients right now, which makes for an interesting day. It's always a good time.
Good day.
I said good day!

Do you wanna build a snowman..?

So glad this week is over! Y'all. I have so many lists from every day this week, and I'm so happy that I did everything on those lists!! Today felt like a mad dash to get everything done, but I did it! Now I just have a baby shower tomorrow, and then I can just turn my brain off (except for the paperwork I need to do..maybe I'll throw caution to the wind and do it Sunday night! I'm wild that way.) and not have to think about anything. Ya know what's weird? Sometimes if I catch myself day dreaming or not thinking about anything in particular, I force my brain to stop because surely there's something I need to be thinking or worrying about. Or I'm convinced that I must have forgotten something or to do something, and that's why I'm just thinking about nothing. Does anyone else do that? I try to make myself stop..but the truth is that, if I don't constantly stay on top of my game (at least during the week) then my stuff won't get done. Wah wah I don't wanna be an adult. Wah wah I don't want to be a single adult who has to juggle everysinglething by myself. Boo freakin hoo! I yell that at myself sometimes for whining, ha! I'm pretty sure I'm slowly going insane. I mean..aren't we all? Maybe I'd better stop.
I secretly just want to stay up all night and finish House Of Cards. Well, maybe just one episode. Does anyone watch Portlandia? Well, I'm pretty much obsessed with it..and there's a scene (sketch? Idk.) where this couple decides to only watch one episode of Battlestar Galactica..which turns into like a month long session of watching it non stop and they lose their jobs because they can't stop watching and at the end they try to find the man who wrote it so that he can make another episode. Well, I feel like that with HOC right now. I pretty much feel that way about every show that I start to watch on Netflix. Damn you, Netflix!!
Okay. Really. Just gonna go watch one episode..

Can we start it all over again, this morning?

Outpatient.
Home Health.
Outpatient.
Paycheck?
Maybe.

Slow down, life! And just stop costing so much to live.
Today, I am stressed out.