The end will justify the pain it took to get us there..

I'm blogging early today..I'm going out to celebrate a friend's birthday tonight and I know I will get home too late and forget to do this!
So I pretty much feel like I didn't get anything done today..well I got one thing accomplished..I got fitted for a bridesmaids dress for my cousin's wedding. I was supposed to come home and clean my house, but my electricity went..so now instead of cleaning, I'm blogging..I'll clean as soon as I finish this! I absolutely love the blogs that both of my sister in laws just wrote..they are so true and I am happy that they both realize that they have found a treasure in Charlie and Nicholas. I can say this because I have had my fair share of crappy relationships. The one I was in right before I met my husband was the worst one..I think everyone that reads this knows that so I really don't have to say much about it. We brought out the WORST in each other ALL OF THE TIME. I have never been treated so disrespectfully in my entire life..I have never known anyone that could make me feel like the ugliest, fattest (literally, he told me every day), grossest..I just don't understand why I stayed there for so long. It was definitely a soul tie that lasted for almost 10 years of my life. I knew I was stuck in that relationship and I didn't have the strength to leave it. I prayed every single night for God to help me find a way out. Then I met Judah..and he literally took me out of that situation. It wasn't easy but he made it a little easier and helped me through a lot of it..He was very sweet, kind, patient, caring, giving..He had a lot of the qualities that I admire in a man.
I honestly didn't know what I did to deserve a man that would treat me that way..He stayed with me through a lot of crap that I had to deal with and he didn't push me or get frustrated with me. He just loved me. And now, I do the same for him. I am here for the long run and I know that we will go through our crap, but we are supposed to be there through the crap..that's the whole point! At least, that's what I made a vow to do on our wedding day. I love Judah so much and I thank God daily for him.